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Verse 1
"Draga, to je res in ni privid,
"Darling, this is true and not just de-ja-vu,
kot zna nekdo tolmačit. Srce poka
Thinking out loud. My heart is cracking
mi ob misli se, da iščeš nek izzid;
by this thought, that you're just searching for a result;
Demon sem, da. Tvoj angel Varuh. Roka "
Demon l am, yes. Your Angel guardian. Hand "
Verse 2
"ki pomaga ti živet, kjer si.
which helps you always live where now you are.
A prav tako en štrik,
But also, i'm the one who will hold you back
saj veš, da venomer ob tebi b'dim
you know me well, l'm always by your side awake for you
in čuvam te, ko delaš vik in krik."
to keep you safe, when you're doing screams and dramas and stupidities "
Verse 3
Zakaj ne zgrabiš roke moje
Why dont you grab my hand differently
in si ne priznaš laži?
and admit your acceptance of all the lies you've been programmed to believe?
Labod zapoje le enkrat, ne v dvoje
A swan will sing only once in life, it's not a duet
in umre; kaj iščeš teh stvari?
and it'll die; why are you looking for that ?
Verse 4
Mar dilema, interes za zmago
Is this dilemma really such a strong interest
je močan? Rdeča nit ni kar se zdi;
to win ? Main red topic isn't as it seems;
blodnjak je tam, kjer ti živet je drago;
wondering in the maze no end is where you love to live;
zakaj to vojno biješ z mano ti?"
why is it you, who's battling this war with me ?"
Verse 5
Počakam, kjer stojim in vdihnem,
I wait where I'm standing and inhale,
žmah omame njenega telesa...
aroma smells of her gentle body...
In zaprem oči, v temi kihnem:
And I close my eyes and sneeze into the dark:
"Jaz sem Bog, to vedi, in nebesa!"
"I am a God, you should know, and a Heaven !"
Verse 6
In kviz za te: če jaz sem ti
And quiz for you: if l am you
kot praviš sama, kako mogoče je,
as you are saying, how then is it possible,
da me preziraš, piješ svojo kri
that you despite me, drinking your own blood
in spiš kljub temu hladno...?"
and still sleep tightly with cold feelings…?
Verse 7
"Poznam te Svetohlinec, o, da,
"I know you Hypocrite, oh yes,
kako se plaziš, se zažiraš, naskakuješ.
how you're crawling, sucking up and overtaking.
Ideal ni lovorika, niti glava tvoja podla,
I don't want a medal, not even your mean head bounty,
hočem mir, ne tebe kak' modruješ.
I want peace and freedom, not your wisdoming.
Verse 8
Želim si, da te ni, saj si želiš oblast,
I wish that you'd be gone, cos you just want power,
nad dušo in telesom, hočeš vodit me
above my soul and body, you wanna control me
in to ni prav, ni duše prav ljudem ukrast,
and that's not right, it's not right to steal people's souls,
ti vrag peklenski - sedaj jaz sodim te."
you cursed Demon - now l'm judging you."
Verse 9
"Vztrajam! Tvoja sodba naj odsev bo ogledalu;
"I insist ! Your judgement is just a reflection in a mirror;
sodiš sebi. Kakšne tvoje so vrednote norm?
you're judging yourself. What are your morals and ethics?
Pozabljaš, da si jaz: opora-skropocalo;
You're forgetting, you are me: lean on me, even though i might break
kakšen je problem, kakšen tvoj je skriti bol?
What's the problem, what is your hidden pain?
Verse 10
Igraš se z Bogom, si prepričana, da delaš prav?
You're playing with God, are you sure you are doing the right thing?
Kot pravim, res si ljubka, čisto nič ne veš!
As I said, you really are cute, you don't know anything at all!
Mar v sebi res toliko zlobe nosiš? Ves krvav
Do you really need to carry so much anger inside you ? All bloody
zajadra pav presrečen v višine in smeš
peacock happily flying up in the air. And you can
Verse 11
smejat se z mano katahrezi,
laugh with me to a this total contradiction
saj smejim se rad, s teboj še bolj,
I like to smile, with you around even more.
ak' smejem tebi se, sem krut, a vrezi
If l laugh at you, I'm cruel, but my cuts
rane bolečin so tvoje delo - v srce kol.
& wounds are your work - stake pole in the middle of the heart.
Verse 12
Na Dunaj konj kočijo vleče,
A horse is taking a carriage, all the way to Vienna,
galopira v ritmu Tanga.
galloping in a tango rhythm.
Rad bi tvoje spremstvo v soju sveče,
Wishing for your companionship, walking through candle light
zakaj ves blišč, lepota, Draga,
because of your shining beautifulness, Darling,
Verse 13
za vso temo je preveč.
for all the darkness, it's way too much.
In tu zagledam veličino,
And here l realise the Greatness,
tebe, vse ostalo je odveč.
You, everything else is not at all needed.
Ljubim te in te preziram, mirno
I love you and l despise you, calmly
Verse 14
pijem sebe iz tvoje čaše,
I'm drinking myself out of your goblet,
srkam ti nemirnega duha;
suckling out your restless soul;
egoist sem, vem, a vendar paše,
I am an Ego, l know, & it feels good to say so,
saj kot jaz počnem, postane vsa
because as l am at doing it, everything becomes
Verse 15
zadeva v redu, zate je kot dom -
ok, for you it's home -
Blodnjak. Mar zato vojak sem tvoj
a maze. So that's why I'm a soldier for you
(tako vsaj upaš, hočeš tron),
(at least you hope that way, cos you want to get it all),
verjemi, da izpadeš ti bedak."
believe me, you'll be seen as an Idiot."
Verse 16
"Verjamem ti, si vodil me
"I believe you, you were leading me
in bil z menoj. Čuval
and you were with me. Taking care
si kot dete me, probleme vse
of me since i was a baby, all the problems
si rešil ti. Bedak! Vso si me prekljuval.
you solved. You idiot ! You have scarred me all over.
Verse 17
Hotel si, da ne znam krotit čemernosti
You wanted me, to not know how to control my moodiness
in problemov sama reševat.
or solving problems on my own.
Pletel v mreže me, dobil si prednost
You've been knitting me in webs, so you've got advance
v svojo stran kot izkušen advokat.
on your side, like an experienced solicitor.
Verse 18
Iz muhe delam slona, vem
l am creating an elephant out of a fly, l know.
in vem, da bije ura.
And l know that the clock is tic-tacing.
Skrajni čas, da tvegam v vsem
It's the last chance, that l bet, believe in it and risk in all
kar s tabo vez ima; moja pot je druga tura."
whatever kind of connection with you; my life path is a different march."
Verse 19
"Zadihaj! Hočem to. Objadraj svet,
"Have a breath, of course! I want that for you always. Sail the world,
izkusi se v vsem, a zase vem
experience yourself in all you can, but l know for myself
kdo sem in kaj - tvoj amulet.
who am l and what - your amulet.
Nisem vrag, čeprav sem res tandem.
I am not a Devil, even tho l need someone's tandem.
Verse 20
Zakaj se mučiš in razkrivaš
So, why do you torture yourself and disclosing
stvar, ki ima globok pomen;
a Thing, which does have a deep deep meaning;
kjer ni zaključka, vse zarimaš;
Where there is no ending; you just get it all rhymy;
najdi cilj in priznam ti fenomen."
Ok, go. Find an ending and l admit you a phenomenom."
Verse 21
"Zapoj labod, ak' znaš, čimprej
"Sing Swan, if you can, as soon as possible
veselo žalostinko za obred.
this happy sad-song for our ceremony.
Želim si to kot ptiček izpod vej,
This l wish purely as spring"s happy birdie whistling from a bloomy tree,
naj jaz bom jaz in on le Vrag Preklet."
Let me be me and him just a cursed Devil ."
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Verse 5
Počakam, kjer stojim in vdihnem,
I wait where I'm standing and inhale,
žmah omame njenega telesa...
aroma smells of her gentle body...
In zaprem oči, v temi kihnem:
And I close my eyes and sneeze into the dark:
"Jaz sem Bog, to vedi, in nebesa!"
"I am a God, you should know, and a Heaven !"
Verse 6
In kviz za te: če jaz sem ti
And quiz for you: if l am you
kot praviš sama, kako mogoče je,
as you are saying, how then is it possible,
da me preziraš, piješ svojo kri
that you despite me, drinking your own blood
in spiš kljub temu hladno...?"
and still sleep tightly with cold feelings…?
Verse 7
"Poznam te Svetohlinec, o, da,
"I know you Hypocrite, oh yes,
kako se plaziš, se zažiraš, naskakuješ.
how you're crawling, sucking up and overtaking.
Ideal ni lovorika, niti glava tvoja podla,
I don't want a medal, not even your mean head bounty,
hočem mir, ne tebe kak' modruješ.
I want peace and freedom, not your wisdoming.
Verse 8
Želim si, da te ni, saj si želiš oblast,
I wish that you'd be gone, cos you just want power,
nad dušo in telesom, hočeš vodit me
above my soul and body, you wanna control me
in to ni prav, ni duše prav ljudem ukrast,
and that's not right, it's not right to steal people's souls,
ti vrag peklenski - sedaj jaz sodim te."
you cursed Demon - now l'm judging you."
Verse 9
"Vztrajam! Tvoja sodba naj odsev bo ogledalu;
"I insist ! Your judgement is just a reflection in a mirror;
sodiš sebi. Kakšne tvoje so vrednote norm?
you're judging yourself. What are your morals and ethics?
Pozabljaš, da si jaz: opora-skropocalo;
You're forgetting, you are me: lean on me, even though i might break
kakšen je problem, kakšen tvoj je skriti bol?
What's the problem, what is your hidden pain?
Verse 10
Igraš se z Bogom, si prepričana, da delaš prav?
You're playing with God, are you sure you are doing the right thing?
Kot pravim, res si ljubka, čisto nič ne veš!
As I said, you really are cute, you don't know anything at all!
Mar v sebi res toliko zlobe nosiš? Ves krvav
Do you really need to carry so much anger inside you ? All bloody
zajadra pav presrečen v višine in smeš
peacock happily flying up in the air. And you can
Verse 11
smejat se z mano katahrezi,
laugh with me to a this total contradiction
saj smejim se rad, s teboj še bolj,
I like to smile, with you around even more.
ak' smejem tebi se, sem krut, a vrezi
If l laugh at you, I'm cruel, but my cuts
rane bolečin so tvoje delo - v srce kol.
& wounds are your work - stake pole in the middle of the heart.
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Verse 12
Na Dunaj konj kočijo vleče,
A horse is taking a carriage, all the way to Vienna,
galopira v ritmu Tanga.
galloping in a tango rhythm.
Rad bi tvoje spremstvo v soju sveče,
Wishing for your companionship, walking through candle light
zakaj ves blišč, lepota, Draga,
because of your shining beautifulness, Darling,
Verse 13
za vso temo je preveč.
for all the darkness, it's way too much.
In tu zagledam veličino,
And here l realise the Greatness,
tebe, vse ostalo je odveč.
You, everything else is not at all needed.
Ljubim te in te preziram, mirno
I love you and l despise you, calmly
Verse 14
pijem sebe iz tvoje čaše,
I'm drinking myself out of your goblet,
srkam ti nemirnega duha;
suckling out your restless soul;
egoist sem, vem, a vendar paše,
I am an Ego, l know, & it feels good to say so,
saj kot jaz počnem, postane vsa
because as l am at doing it, everything becomes
Verse 15
zadeva v redu, zate je kot dom -
ok, for you it's home -
Blodnjak. Mar zato vojak sem tvoj
a maze. So that's why I'm a soldier for you
(tako vsaj upaš, hočeš tron),
(at least you hope that way, cos you want to get it all),
verjemi, da izpadeš ti bedak."
believe me, you'll be seen as an Idiot."
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